Sunday, December 11, 2005
12:15 AM
Before I go to sleep... A few more words...
I'm losing myself. I tried. I really tried keeping my cool, but I've lost it. I'm breaking down... And no, it's not her fault. It's not. This is my own doing. It's all my fault. And maybe it's because of me that she's suffering. It's all my fault. All my fault. ALL MY FAULT YOU HEAR ME?!!? IT'S ALL MY BLOODY FREAKIN FAULT THAT SHE'S SUFFERING!!! AND IT'S ALL MY BLOODY FREAKING FAULT THAT THEY'RE ALL SUFFERING!!! IT'S ALL MY FAULT. ALL MY FAULT.
And it's not your fault anyone died my darling... It's not... Don't blame yourself anymore... It's not your fault... It's not.
Maybe it'll be better if I end my life here. The world will just have one less person to look down upon.
frosted illusions;
